"Kal kisne dekha": Satish Kaushik's last words to one of his friends
How does one say goodbye to a friend who left so suddenly? Just two days ago we caught up with one another for Holi, promising to chat soon
How does one say goodbye to a friend who left so suddenly? Just two days ago we caught up with one another for Holi, promising to chat soon.
“Subhash, we must catch up soon. Very soon. Kal kissne dekha hai. Let’s not ignore our good friends…” And now, this…. Satish was (the past tense makes the future seem so imperfect) a friend, a good friend. He cared. And he didn’t have a single mean bone in his body.
He never had a negative word to say about anybody, not even those who harmed him. “Usski koi majboori hogi issiliye ussne aisa kiya hoga,” he once said about a filmmaker who had been nasty to him.
He gently rebuked me for being critical. “Subhash, life is so short. I totally believe in making the best of it , like Anand Sehgal (in Hrishikesh Mukherjee’s Anand). Khushi baat-te raho, dost banaate raho.”
You won’t find a single person in the film industry who didn’t like Satish. Even when he directed hideous films like the remake of Subhash Ghai’s Karzzz and Gang Of Ghosts, he was quickly forgiven. Who could hold anything against Satish?
That reminds me, he was the only actor/filmmaker who never held criticism against me. I remember I didn’t like his last directorial Kaagaz, and I could tell him that without the fear of a prolonged cold war. But he was true to his character. “Subhash, I respect your opinion. When you’ve liked my films.. khul ke taarif ki hai. If you don’t like Kaagaz, I respect that too. Next one, you will love. I promise you.”
As an actor Satish was peerless. He could play anything from the doting cook to the brood of kids in Shekhar Kapoor’s Mr India to the despicable paedophile in Nagesh Kukunoor’s Lakshmi. I remember his self-loathing while playing the paedophile.
Satish’s daughter had just been born. “Every evening after the shooting I feel so sick inside. Bachchon ke saath jo aisa karte hain unhe beech chaurahe pe goli maar dena chahiye.” Sixteen years after he tragically lost his son Shanu, 56-year-old Satish was a father again.
The baby girl named Vanshika was born on July 15, 2012 through surrogacy. Satish was jubilant, "It is the end of a long and painful wait for a child. It is a matter of unimaginable joy especially for my wife who had her heart set on another child ever since we lost our only son Shanu when he was just two-years-old."
Satish rediscovered the joys of fatherhood after 16 years. "Ever since Vanshika came last month, my wife Shanu and I have become like first-time parents, enjoying every movement of our baby, feeding her, changing her diapers. We were unfortunate in having lost our only child. Our world had come crashing down. But thanks to the world of medical miracles, we've become parents again at an age when parenthood is considered impossible.”
Satish's last two birthdays (on April 13) were during the pandemic. When it happened a second time, Satish was inconsolable. “My consecutive second lockdown birthday. Last year being at home celebrated virtually with friends Anil (Kapoor) and Anupam (Kher) . It was fun to celebrate in an unique manner which was an invention in the grim period of Corona.”
In 2021, it was again a virtual birthday for Satish. “But this time it has brought lot of happiness and relief because me and my daughter Vanshika were infected with COVID and after going through lot of agony we both were home and recovered just before my birthday to be Corona Warriors . So on my birthday I thank my friends like Shabana Azmi, Anupam Kher, Anil Kapoor, Javed Akhtar, Rumi Jaffery who stood by me in this period like a rock and I dedicate my 65th birthday to them and doctors, nurses and staff at Kokilaben Hospital who brought Happy Birthday for me and Vanshika.”
Vanishka will now have to bring in her doting daddy’s birthday next month without him.
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